Day 12 Of Resolutions

Well, so far not so great on the resolution front.  


I have slipped in many areas, and have had trouble fixing the situations, but I am not backing down, I will prevail and start again!


The problem it seems, is in my sleeping habits.  I cannot get to bed at a reasonable hour without insomnia taking hold of me.  To many things are worrying me and bothering me and I can't sleep.


Between loosing hours at work and fear of many things these days, along with drinking coffee all day and taking naps in the middle of the day, I don't think these things are helping.  I think it is depression causing this in me!


I have resolved to take something natural and safe, and non habit forming to help me get to sleep regularly. I am also resolved to figuring out what is going on and why I need to do this!!


In the last 7 days, I have done my regimes sparingly and barely gotten to read the Bible, but I am easily catching up.  I know this is from the daytime naps and the depression and worries I am facing.


The other problem is that I have so many days off, I don't even think about doing my routines or getting up at a reasonable hour, and I should think of them the same way I do my work days.  Will resolve to work on this one!


I am working on a plan to stop all of that, and I plan to talk to my boss as soon as I come up with a thought on what will help out.


I am obsessed with Bridget Jone's Diary, and working like mad in my own journal.  I think it is that she has inspired me to continue on with my resolutions even though I am failing miserably.


I am still looking for my "thing" and it still hasn't shown itself, but I am trying very hard to figure it out.  I am getting closer and closer to it, I think.


I have continued to pray and to think positive thoughts.


I shall prevail in this!  I will just get back on the horse and start riding again!  If I fall off, I will keep going!   I can do this!!