07 April 2016

Life As Of Now

I haven't been on for a very long time. Life isn't exactly easy for the moment.

I finally have a job I truly like to be at, and have been here since June of 2014. The hours suck, but the owner is a great guy.

Grandma passed almost two years ago. I miss her and I don't. It's still just strange that she isn't in her house with my aunt.

I was evicted from my apartment of 6 years this month. It's ok since the owner is a scumbag lying ass.

I learned to knit last September, and have been having a blast doing it, and I may be making a business out of it when I get more practice in, I have sold at least two items so far though.

I haven't been doing much in the way of magick in a year, but I feel it's time to be a witch again. To be honest, I've been bouncing for a long time and that may be my problem everywhere else. I tried to be a decent Christian for a bit, but it doesn't sit well with my spiritual connections. So I'm going back to what I love most.

With the move, I've done a great deal of purging in my life...and found that I feel a lot more liberated. I plan to do more in the coming months when I have a place to live. I can't wait!!

My reading had been a lot of different stuff including Jane Austen, I do know why but I'm a bit obsessed again.

I will be here more often soon enough...my life needs a lot of cleaning and purging before I get back, but I will get back!!

17 August 2014

The New Makeup Of My Life

Since June 26, my life has taken on a new structure. I can say it's been good and bad. Everything that keeps happening to me is only pushing me to where I need to be.

I began a new job on the 26th, and I do love it...there are a few exceptions to this, but nothing a good audio book, hardcore prayer and a lot of staying inside my own head won't cure.

My boss is a great guy, and is willing to help me in any way he can...I have been there nearly two months now and he sees that I am a hard worker so he wants to do all he possibly can for me.  The gentlemen who work there are good guys and are very easy going. One even encourages me spiritually.

The ladies who work there: two sisters and a daughter/niece to them both are the exceptions I spoke about. When they aren't fighting or angry with each other, they turn to attempting to criticizing me...this is where the headphones and audio books come on to drown this out. I don't work for them and I am not their family so they can leave me alone. I have my own family who loves me very much and treat me well....outsiders don't need to put me down in any way...even my own family doesn't do that.

Because I am getting back on track financially, I almost got evicted from my apartment last week. It was fixed, but at a price, in a way. I am working on getting things where they need to be so I can do the things I want and need to do in the future.

I still want to move from this apartment because I hate it here, but that can wait a little while until I am back on track with my money.

Grandma passed on July 17. Her heart had been failing her and she went quietly in her sleep without knowing anyone the last week of her life. She is with Grandpa finally but I miss her terribly and I have not been taking this as well as I should be. She was 89, so she lived a long life and I had a lot of years with her, so I was blessed.

I have been trying to get myself back on track mentally, but the blows of the 
sat few months have taken their toll, and I am only pushing forward one incident at a time. I am plugging alone with the hope that things will get better soon.

I've lost a lot this year, but I may be able to make it soon. I see better things ahead....even my job will be a worry free zone where I know I won't be let go....I am hoping that I can transfer when this company gets its other department operating where I excell. 

Yes, I know life will get better, I just need to keep going!

17 March 2014

Rest In Peace George

I am saddened by the news of Celtic Thunder's George Donaldson passing. We will miss you!
You are awesome!

03 December 2013

Mythology - Seven Drunken Nights



This always makes me giggle...I love Celtic Thunder

02 December 2013

Getting Straight

As of October, I had lost my job.  It is alright since I believe that things will be better in the future.  I will continue to search out a better life than I had and hope that whatever I do choose in the future is the right path.

I am beginning to clear out my world and my life so that I can once again be who I really need to be...myself.

I have to search for a new job, but I am looking forward to it, but until then, I must keep the faith.

I will be writing more in the near future!